Monday, December 17, 2012

When Life Has Other Plans For You

Everything Happens For A Reason,  a common phrase used to justify or explain and event that usually doesn't turn out the way one would hope.

But why?  When you work so hard and when it doesn't pay off, how is that beneficial in the long run?

It is so hard to have to accept that the Universe has another plan for you, or a different way of getting you to achieve your goal.  Especially when you just want to achieve it and move on. Instead of lengthening the journey you have been courageously and tirelessly traveling on.

Take a break, especially if you have more than enough time to reach your goal, and relax, a little break can clear your mind, and keep you open minded and positive.

Thursday, November 29, 2012

1. stop talking about how Obama won, and for Republicans to go sit down.. it's done and over with.. shut up. You look like an Ass. baahah
2. no one cares what you are having for dinner, so stop posting in on facebook
3. if one more person gets engaged, so help me God. I'm up to like 7 people THIS WEEK. thanks for letting me know, Facebook. 
4. ALL I WANT IS A GLASS OF WINE.. okay fine, I want whiskey. but nooo drinking until christmas. ughh this stupid diet is killing me. 
5. I miss having a twitter so much. It's almost been a month since I deleted it :(
6. My room mate shattered my relationship with this guy today. granted the relationship was in my head, but she said I have no chance, which is probably true, but I'm just in lovee 
7. I really just want to find someone that I can be with and not be mad that I cant hang out with other guys, I don't want to feel like i'm missing out on something. Which is how I always feel with guys. :( I want to fall in love. Everyone else fucking is. 

Seven Lions Vs Kaskade - Room For The Truth (N3AKO Bootleg)

Seven Lions Vs Kaskade - Room For The Truth (N3AKO Bootleg)


Monday, November 12, 2012

For those of you have seen "How I Met Your Mother," you know the character, Ted, and how he is not so secretly in love with his new bestie, Robin.

In my life, I am Ted.
And I have a Robin, but it's a guy (duh).

And no matter what I do, I just cant get over it.
I'll driving my crazy. And I just want it to stop.

I'll never be with him.

Monday, November 5, 2012

A Lesson on Growing Up.

When you are in college it is so easy to still see yourself as a kid., especially your freshman and sophomore year.  However, when you get to become a junior and a senior, thought you may feel like a kid, you are not.

I have learned a valuable lesson recently, one that may cause me to change my life plan.  I am hoping and praying that with a whole hearted explanation I will be able to get a second chance.  I don't know if I will even be able to at this point, but I don't know what I am going to do if I am not given the opportunity to prove myself.
I have this tightness in my chest, that is causing me pain, and my heart beating in my throat.

I am not the same girl I was last night.  Today, at this moment, I am a women.  As scary as it is for me, I know I have no choice.  The time has come for me to grow up.  I'm scared at what the future holds for me, and I can do nothing now but pray that my guardian angel(s) are watching over me, and will be with me every step of the way.

The time has come for me to prove that I can do this.  I can be a teacher.  I made a mistake, and I now have to right the wrong.
I just hope that it will be enough.

Wednesday, October 24, 2012


Be thankful for the morning, and every breath you take. Be thankful for the friends you have, and the friends you've yet to make. Love those close to you with all your heart, stay strong when things feel like they'll fall apart. Have faith in tomorrow, but live for today. Take chances, have fun, even if it means to disobey. Say what you need, because you may not have another chance. And lastly, when you get the opportunity, dance.